Day 7
The not smoking thing isn’t going as well as I had hoped. I would like to say that I’m on day 2 of no smoking but sadly, I’m not. I do think I’m seeing progress and am headed in the right direction concerning it. I do keep telling myself that I’m not allowed to smoke and through the grace of God, I believe that it is starting to work. Today, I set the timer for an hour and a half. Once that went off, I would set it for another 1/2 hour. I’m trying to hold off smoking during the “normal and usual” times that I would.
Jesus paid such a huge price for my freedom and He wants to see me walking in the provision that He provided for me. I am free. He whom the Son sets free is truly and totally free.
OH! I know it’s soo hard! You’re gonna make, though! Just remember that it will get easier and it’s totally worth it. I’m proud of you for taking this challenge on, and for having some accountability, which is what this is. I think your little ones will respect you more for quitting, and hopefully they won’t ever start having seen you go through this. Don’t forget to build yourself up in your most holy faith (tongues). Your spirit needs to be fed.
Keep me posted!! Love you!!
"T" - April 12, 2009 at 12:12 am |